- Then back to home at ipoh…..being a bibik..help them to cook and wash clothes…then im getting call when im open maxis…from sarawak..he accept me to be a qs at Sarawak….so im call my father….then he exiced …and ask me to buy a ticket asap….but after that im getting call from sungai petani …offer job and wants me come to interview as a qs at kedah..im asking how the salary…but he did’n answer..u come first she say…so im tell her clearly that im had getting one offer..so I cannot come that interview..so apologise….
- Actually for me…before this ..im had been plan to rent a house around ipoh….to work with mokhnar associates….coz miza house is to small for 5 people….so im asking her to help me find others…rent house
- Today…masuk 3 month for me to be as a QS in Semangat progressif….actually…all this had been plan for me by god….im as a human will be accepted with what happens…
- (Remember part)
- At the first..im had been call by moknar at putrajaya to his Qs at ipoh..im had send resume as he wants…but im still have exam to finish up…another paper…then, when I’m come,he said that he had been take 2 people as a Qs..so he will take if I’m still want but he must prepared place first….then…he story and telling about his project…to much..then..he state that he have one branch at Sarawak…so I tell him that I want to be at his office coz my parents also there…ambrose is a manager…so he call but no answer…..so I must be go back first and I ask him..when is the last due date for me to waiting ur replies….coz maybe I want to interview at other places….so he said until this month….then…Saturday and Sunday..im join my sister to be a fasilitator at sk taman bersatu….it is about to become anak soleh…..so interesting…im give them motivation..all fasi is ustad and ustazah except me…ha..ha..im also not a perfect people but give them advice to take care their solat..respect their parents and be a good and success human….get experience to be friend with them..ustad n ustazahh.they all same as us..ha..a..epy is the guys that want to marriage for a 1 month lg..but still wants to ngorat lg..he said that ‘lg nak kawin lg aku ngk byk pompuan cantekk.’then call my sister kakak.
- ..hi..hi..thats is life..storey about guys nier..a lot storey…when im still not matured…one wife come to figth with we..coz she said im and her husband has a fair…hu..hu that is scared storey….im do know which one is her husband…when her husband did not come back..she call me…ish2 crazy women..then…one others still contact me even im not respond..he is to patient..but sory im still not ready to commited…he..he..one others is recognize when im go to cybercafé…at that time my internet at home prob..so im go to send my assignment to lecture…during semester break…then..he help me to detect pendrive on that computer…after that..is normal..want my phone number…luckly my father come and im back asap….at car he massage n invite me to go to tesco…..hu..hu..baru knal…ish2…so im refuse…so every nigt call after that…I don like him…yellow brain….so I change number....nexth is..when im go to hotel to help my frenz finish her thesis…so pity coz no other want to help her…so im call my cousin…working at hotel…so we get information…n best coz get attention from engineer departmt…at quality hotel and another one is….mid hotel..blue wave hotel refuse us to do research…im hope that the bos know ..to hard to get information..and hopefully their children also will di halau such as what he do with us as a student….oh..at mid hotel..one workers give his number….but 010…so im just keep but never call…sory guys…oh another one..is driver of my bos….he want me to help him to find girlfrenz for him…but...when im give picture of aunty kak dah..he just wat do know jer..coz im said that she divorce before coz her husband gambling..so I hope he not like that…after that…he said that he want to marriage with mkcik la…he called me mkcik..and im call him pakcik…ish2..crazy guys..he said that he will waiting me to finish my study…gler…to much different the years with us….so ending…open new book at kuching…one day..imseeing one phone on the road…so actually im don want to take..but after hear ringing ..maybe by the owner who want to find its phone…so im take and answer….after that start lah sesi recognisation…then he ask ,my phone number…to pay or expend lunch for help la konon…I said I don want la…so im refuse to give my number …x payah la…I tell him….then when he still ask..so I give wrong number..and im hope that he cannot get real..im metion and pronounce correct at first then wrong secondly…he..he…sorry..im don want to commited with others people yet…im do know..im like to be free…lazy to massage and to type massage with man that im do know yet….im think that like wasting my time…
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- .now all is destroying planning…what im plan are not become a reality….im come to Sarawak and work here…im call bos here that im want to start early coz im did’n have anything to do at house…and im scared if it is no work..then my resume that im apply before at jobseet get respond...takut I will change my mind..at first im try to learn and membiasakan..so good.im recognize Sheryl and jenny…they are my first friend…jenny is to kind…partner me when im lunch alone …but im did’n like with one girls u know…to sarcastic…she is thinking that she is perfect…before this,Sheryl and jenny had warn me…that she is link with dato..so she can do anything at this company….
- Then, start that sad story….everyday they all not satisfied with me…everything will be issued..i come back late…I come at what time..they always tease that mr amb is ur bos…not their bos…go clean ur bos place la…ayat2 perli.…why im can take cuti..ok..my mistake not tell them early and apply early..so when bos approve others people will issued that..same as overtime…I ‘m scared to make ot coz they tell that::”go back la awal..nanti bos kata we all bully u…so im takut claim coz nanti they all will issued..at first memg im always back late .just 5.30…30 minute late ony…coz at 5 is more crowded…im takut to bike….but I think im should change back my time to satisfied all people..just follow style here…follow them…so they not issued anything problem….so im just do my own work …lazy to chat with them…..coz im think that no story to share or not sekepala..so im always only on my chair…but it also reason that they don like …’why u not bersosial with us..why…u memg susah dapat kawan erkk…’of course it is hard for me to accept their word….anything im is problem for them…
- .everyday make me remember my friends at there… of course im wants go back…I miss a lot ….makan..minum..n tidur setilam…help together when having problem..cry togethet…and fun together….going to PAS see tomok..going to run around 1 uitm..and to much story….
- But now..im at kuching without anyfriends..im going to shopping with my mother and fathers only…..everytime together…maybe god want me to close with my mother…before this im always argue mouth with her…everything is wrong at her eyes what im do….actually when at kitchen..that’s why im don’t want to go back always when im study….and im dont want to practical at my house…but do at more distance place….rent with my friends….1 week only that im can sit together with my mom without argue..but after that she always will cry first..all my friends know that….now..all is Ok…my mom is my friends…im hear her story and she hear my storey.before this im to shy to story about my friends or anything with them…not like as my sister….just when she not agree with others people im try to make joke coz she sometime not agree with others…
- So today im get new word….’jangan suka mengadu setelah apa jalan yg di pilih dan di buat oleh kita sendiri’….….thinking more deeper..oh…that is a decision that u do by ur own self…so don’t regret after that…
- Agak meluat dgn boy ini….aku suh wat bkannya nak buat..takut jatuh ego la tur….u must know ur position….meluat aku…..dah la cepat perasaan….tolong..aku amat benci dia….dah tahap malas layan
- Today…31/10.09
- So today…..already 3 month for me to be here…..work here….many simple things that others people issued with me….that my charges….cant change eventhough same…stupid statement…..i don like it…..so who is truly…..at office they not agree coz im not applied leave on Saturday….hello…. bos…give it…but how when u ever come to office every Saturday….im never issued it with u…so why u not satisfied it with me…everyday….have point not agree…..she say..u must show ur approve…’mana lah tau u bulak a…..’…stupid statement…..here..different people ..so different character…but..here…every people is not satisfied…for me no one can be a good frenz….frenz is not important for them ….u will be shoot from behind..so better u be careful…not to thrusted people easily….that is new advice that im get from here…
- Nexth issued that im not enter site….so tell them im scared with hot condition….hello…im don’t have safety boot…u just see it…when im wear high hill…so im just stay at site office…crazy women coz just see im wear that but make other stories…im thing u don want me to follow u…but im do know what u thinking..hopefully….u will understand it one day……
- Ohh….no life to be here…..what im should do…..nothing point…..ohh my God im always with u when im alone..im never tell anybody…just u and this writing paper…….coz…..im will always with u forever
- 28/10/09
- Become 4 months im to be here..so far…do know where is my life…hopefully I will get what im need…no aim …try to get that…if im want to find others works n job ..it will take time..and wasting time….im cannot do like that coz im cannot paid for the goodness of this b....shy to get out..but if environment and conditions is bad..maybe im will run it..but…just environment that im need to learnt and understand more….so be patient..and maintain it as long as you can…but until when does u can……just ignore and do ur own work..try ur best…..im will release it when im writing here…it is one method to release my tension n problem and to forget that problem……so..it will end….nothing to thinking more…
- 29/10/09
Agak meluat…kerja dia …dais uh aku plak wat…meluat gler…ya allah..bagi la aku yg terbaik….sekiranya ader peluang yg lebih bagus..aku berharap agar dpt mencapainya….harap2 dpt yg sesuai ngan status ku….dpt wat keje yg tebaik…better aku cari jer keje kerani…lg senang…enjoy pun enjoy…ini asyik wat keje dia plak..bongek ko…asyik kna buli jer….kalo ko dpt bersabar..aku doakan ko…..bersabar ajer lah…harap2 dlm setahun…then 2 years..then u can come back to ur own style…to difficult to understand and learnt people…different style of people…
Some time not adventure….just small work need to do..just type letter…she wants me to do….i know she has big power..so she don want to do small work…I will try to be more patient…hopefully 1 years is enough for all of this….im do not know all this will happen to me..all my frenz at there said that they will not be restrain if they like this…..
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